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Program No. 30 - Saati-chan by Nekoyuki-Osuneko Program No. 30 - Saati-chan :iconnekoyuki-osuneko:Nekoyuki-Osuneko 1 6 Saati-chan Prototype v.01b by Nekoyuki-Osuneko Saati-chan Prototype v.01b :iconnekoyuki-osuneko:Nekoyuki-Osuneko 0 0 Megatokyo Fanart Series: Piro by Nekoyuki-Osuneko Megatokyo Fanart Series: Piro :iconnekoyuki-osuneko:Nekoyuki-Osuneko 0 0

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Faces by sbneko Faces :iconsbneko:sbneko 120 8 Shy Hello by sbneko Shy Hello :iconsbneko:sbneko 120 12 Felicia Melandy by bocodamondo Felicia Melandy :iconbocodamondo:bocodamondo 292 9 Cat Keyhole Felicia by bocodamondo Cat Keyhole Felicia :iconbocodamondo:bocodamondo 363 21 Felicia doodle by bocodamondo Felicia doodle :iconbocodamondo:bocodamondo 487 26 Let's play! by NekoCrispy Let's play! :iconnekocrispy:NekoCrispy 339 25 NEKOVEMBER Day 7: Ms Fortune by NekoCrispy NEKOVEMBER Day 7: Ms Fortune :iconnekocrispy:NekoCrispy 271 6 Felicia by NekoCrispy Felicia :iconnekocrispy:NekoCrispy 401 25 NEKOVEMBER Day 8: Felicia by NekoCrispy NEKOVEMBER Day 8: Felicia :iconnekocrispy:NekoCrispy 242 5 I'm fine - Doodle by sbneko I'm fine - Doodle :iconsbneko:sbneko 101 6 [LoL strip] We meet at ends by zuqling [LoL strip] We meet at ends :iconzuqling:zuqling 1,040 58 [LoL strip] Everyone's a critic by zuqling [LoL strip] Everyone's a critic :iconzuqling:zuqling 746 25 Can I get a kiss? - Doodle by sbneko Can I get a kiss? - Doodle :iconsbneko:sbneko 185 22 Breeze by sbneko Breeze :iconsbneko:sbneko 96 7 Nia - Commission by sbneko Nia - Commission :iconsbneko:sbneko 235 10 170603 - Rune-Ocarina - Cryska (color) by Runshin 170603 - Rune-Ocarina - Cryska (color) :iconrunshin:Runshin 1,034 41

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  • Listening to: Rie Fu - Life is Like a Boat
  • Reading: Very old chat logs
  • Watching: Prince of Persia 2 (1993) Longplay
  • Playing: Magic: The Gathering
  • Eating: Stir-Fry
  • Drinking: Water
Holy shit.

I'm here.

I have an insane need to create, but my depression's been fighting me on it, so here's my compromise.

I've come across my old stuff.  My old DIGITAL stuff, anyway.

I'm going to force myself to upload one of those images per week until I come up with something new.

They'll be going into my scraps (or whatever the fuck it's called) for the time being.

I went to school for animation, and thanks to having my funding pulled (I only had about a year's worth of schooling to go), I had to stop.

This, combined with other factors, has led me to not do anything art-related in the last few years.

In 2010, I attempted suicide.  Details aside, I'd promised I wouldn't do it, or think about it again.

In the last few years (since being forced to stop school), I've been dwelling on regrets and finding I'm coming dangerously close to wanting to repeat that attempt (though since I have access to firearms now, I'd be a little more successful).

This is my attempt at forcing myself to try to improve my outlook.  If I create things, maybe, just maybe I can find validation in my existence.  I enjoy making things.  So hopefully, I can bring myself out of this funk I find myself in, and find my calling.

I'm back.  For now.
  • Listening to: Rie Fu - Life is Like a Boat
  • Reading: Very old chat logs
  • Watching: Prince of Persia 2 (1993) Longplay
  • Playing: Magic: The Gathering
  • Eating: Stir-Fry
  • Drinking: Water
Holy shit.

I'm here.

I have an insane need to create, but my depression's been fighting me on it, so here's my compromise.

I've come across my old stuff.  My old DIGITAL stuff, anyway.

I'm going to force myself to upload one of those images per week until I come up with something new.

They'll be going into my scraps (or whatever the fuck it's called) for the time being.

I went to school for animation, and thanks to having my funding pulled (I only had about a year's worth of schooling to go), I had to stop.

This, combined with other factors, has led me to not do anything art-related in the last few years.

In 2010, I attempted suicide.  Details aside, I'd promised I wouldn't do it, or think about it again.

In the last few years (since being forced to stop school), I've been dwelling on regrets and finding I'm coming dangerously close to wanting to repeat that attempt (though since I have access to firearms now, I'd be a little more successful).

This is my attempt at forcing myself to try to improve my outlook.  If I create things, maybe, just maybe I can find validation in my existence.  I enjoy making things.  So hopefully, I can bring myself out of this funk I find myself in, and find my calling.

I'm back.  For now.

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Nekoyuki-Osuneko
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So it would seem you can manually edit this now. Interesting.

I'm an aspiring artist, who, admittedly, lost their way years ago. I spent way too long feeling sorry for myself, and nowhere near long enough putting the time and effort in to improve.


Ideally, this changes now.
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RamblingRhubarb Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
hey, thanks for the watch! :D
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kiitzue Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Thankyou so much for the watch!! //7\\
Your support means a lot to me! :iconmahfeelzplz:
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Nekoyuki-Osuneko Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problemo!  =^-^=
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amethyst-rose Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+devwatch: ^^
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